..: Liyi :..

all abt me... me and only me...

2008-08-10T02:14:00.000-07:00

glad i'm still in contacting with my darling girlies, cindy and debra though dat assy girlie DE BRA is damn busy with her school, and work and of coz her beloved lucas.. haha* but glad dat u guys have gone so far.. loving and cheering.. happy for u la..!! oh.. i'm being transferred to adelphi, my another studio branch which is boring and cold and that place really makes me eat alot alot COZ ITS COLD!!.. haha* but well, when i'm in ih, i drink soup almost everyday. When i'm in adelphi, i eat alot of fruits almost everyday! haha.. dats e difference. but timing wise, instead of e normal 11-7/1-9, all of us have to adapt the 11-8 schedule.. damn sianz..

btw, 7 July 2008 marks my 1st advanced theory test and i've PASSED it!! Woohoo.. basic 1st test, final 1st test.. i hope that it'll also goes to my practical test too.. hehe* i dunno wat i gonna do if i have to repeat again! CHOI*** no way, i'm not gg to spend anymore $$ on my this driving.. its making sick.. no time no money how to keep on paying.. now so expensive! $71.69 for non peak timing.. tell me ex not la.. 2 hours.. faint!
*pray i pass la*

=]

chimps birthday's up, and he did enjoyed himselfwith his frenz at phuture.. thanks papa for helping too.. f.j and steven and rundoll for joining.. and of coz dats y i'm happy i knew jasline.. pretty girl.. =] she accompanied me when my dat idert actually left me sitting there.. entertaining myself.. thank you! *sarcastic smile* wahahaha*

well.. i'm bored at work.. thats y i am typing all this.. hehe* love ya all. muackiez*

hi there again..

2008-05-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

its been really ages since i've blogged..

well, to tell you the truth.. i was rather busy with events, driving theory practices and i'm happy of 1 thing.. =] i managed to pass my basic theory test with just 1 attempt and am the 1st to go out of the test room.. haha*.. wasn't really confident.. was nervous breakdown inside.. everyone was so stressed.. but glad most of the people sitting beside me also passed.. =]..

spent like $500plus on my finals and practical lessons.. gone.. the money just gone..
=[

well, as a said again.. i felt hurt.. really hurt.. by guys now.. u know something.. have you ever come across anyone... :

*tells you about their ex when you're offically their bf/gf?
*tells you how they treated them and how impt they are to him/her?
*flirt with someone whom you know esp when you already ARE his gf /her bf?
*ask you to promise him/her that YOU WILL FORGET WHAT he/she did?

and.. when u cant.. he/she will put the blame on you for breaking the promise..

tell me guys... can you all tolerate this person?

Is not that i promised and i broke that promise.. i felt so deeply hurt.. but tell me, wat can i do??
have given him a chance..it may be the past.. but, can i really forget what you did?
*IMAGINE*
you took a knife and stabbed me real hard a few times and expecting me to forget you ever stabbed me before, and when i recall those painful things you've done, i bring up what you've done, not bcoz i want to warn you, but to let you know you shld treat me better and love me well.
You put the blame on me for bringing up the past and push the blame all on me. The hurt was doubled! I felt so horribly sad. Am i wrong to tell you that i missed you so much? Am i wrong to request a warm hug from you? Am i wrong to tell you how i felt when the fact is i want to be near and close to you??

And when you did hugged me after i requested, what i had was the most :( hug i've ever had in my life. THE VERY 1ST TIME i've felt i'm not close to you at all. Dont put the blame on me saying its coz of me that's why you don't hug me. well, though you really did out the blame on me, you should really find out why..

**
for this whole week, i've been so emotional that my few msges to you all was about i'm thinking of you, i love you, i miss you and all my feelings. i've even asked , am i the only girl makes you want to spend the rest of your life with, and am i the only girl you loves the most?

**
you'll never feel the hurt and sadness which i've cried the whole last night.

The matter of fact is that, you heard me crying so badly, but you carried on the blaming game and it makes me made up my mind, i cant carry on being like this.

I've been trying my very best to be the best girl for you, but you've pushed me out of your life.

**

i've been once hurt by someone i loved before, i told you before that if you'll ever hurt me like how it happened before, i will never commit. but i'm sucha fool to believe that you'll not hurt me. But the fact is You are the One who HURT me the most, The person who made me cried so much within a year!!

So, tell me, how can i forget those painful things?

If i'm really not worthy and am a fucked up girlfriend for this going 1 year r/s, den i guess i've to make a choice to leave you. leave you so you can be happy and find someone so much better than me.

For me,
i don't think i wanna commit into any r/s now. its really hurtful when you love the person so much but the person just hurt you back double. like i'm risking my love to get hurt from you.

but i shld thank debra and cindy and of coz, someone for being there when i needed a listening ear. =] friends always sweeties..

i love him.. i really fall for him..

2007-12-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

he has change to be better for me.. he has shown that he loves me.. and of coz.. we're gg for a christmas holiday trip to KL!! and oh.. not forgeting our jay chou concert too.!! we're so packed with events.. haha* luckily he did not bid till 800+ for 2 seats at front rows.. but dun u tink its too much? my gosh.. 800++++++...kill me man.. i can use dat money pay for me n his bangkok ticket lo.. but hmm.. its still nice fo him.. he got 2 tickets for 285 instead of 300.. hee* cant wait for that day to come..

**********
i really miss someone dat make a big impact in my life.. u noe who u r.. i've been trying to contact u.. u noe dat i care.. i dun wanna lead u on oso.. i really hope we can be best frens.. i dunno if u might think its difficult..
**********
work has been kinda flex for me.. and my working hours r kinda short and even if at times needa O.T, we're paid for that which i damn happy.. better do more O.T den i got more pay.. haha*really hope my work will get better.. learn more new things n RUN... haha*..

=]

muahahah*

2007-09-01T01:22:00.000-07:00

a day out with you...
playing a fool.. wahahha..
this is my blog.. i can write whatever i wan.. so.. fuck off if u cant stand wat i'm writing..
muahahhaha*

it sucha boring day!!

lifes in atos is damn sianz..once i reach studio punch in.. my mind was thinking of what to have for breaktime.. haha.. den after i came back from break.. den my mind thinks of e time which i can go change n go home.. my life.. my routine.. cool rite.. haha* kinda bored at work.. i need to get a life man... i wanna go out and enjoy life!! FUCK!!

---tired---

2007-07-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

at last.. i'm back from all the tiredness... guess what.. just ended my long long super tired singtel event... i cant stand my blardy leg.. i'm in great pain.. migraine, throat pain, 2 ulcers.. cramps, back ache.. damn... i sound so old.. i needa break man.. gonna c a doc.. really been a long time never c doc liaoz...

**really touched by someone**

anyway, has been really close with my darling girl cindy.. lately been not in e mood so she has been there for me and of coz.. i'm there for her... rem that mac breakfast at 4am at AMK!! dats so crazy.. gosh.. i cant stand MAC anymore.. coz today.. i had MAC FOR 2 MEALS!!!!

hope dat black chicken in studio wont QUACK anymore.... did i say QUACK? haha* Coz i think she quack more den she croack man.. damn her... picking fight and bitching ard... f***!! oops*...

-------i just want my bloody PROMOTION LA---------

White roses!

2007-07-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

History and Meaning of White Roses

Primary Significance: Purity, Innocence, Sympathy, Spirituality

With its pristine appearance, the white rose has come to symbolize purity, innocence and secrecy. There are myths and legends from several different cultures relating to the origin of the first rose which is initially white in color and is then miraculously transformed. Oftentimes the pure white rose was depicted as being stained by blood, or made to blush from a kiss. The recurrence of this theme does a great deal to establish the white rose as a symbol for purity.

Early traditions also used white roses as a symbol for true love, an association which would later become the hallmark of the red rose. However, white roses continue to endure and retain their symbolism of innocence. White roses are now used to express a number of different sentiments.

Also known as the bridal rose, the white rose is a traditional wedding flower. In this sense, they are a representation of unity, virtue, and the pureness of a new bond of love. White roses are also a symbol for young love, which further strengthens the association, and makes them ideal for marriages. Bridal bouquets are often comprised of white roses and other white flowers.

White roses are also associated with honor and reverence, which makes them a fitting memorial for a departed loved one. Funeral and sympathy arrangements traditionally incorporate white roses as a part of the tribute. As a symbol of remembrance, the white rose represents heavenliness and is an expression of spiritual love and respect.

While most of the long-established meanings of white roses are still quite commonly used today, others have become less prevalent. White rosebuds, for example, are a traditional symbol for girlhood and carry an underlying message of one too young for love. While perhaps no longer falling into the realm of common knowledge, this is still very much a part of the language of roses.

White roses can mean many things to many different people. They can symbolize new beginnings, or be a sign of farewell. They can convey feelings of love, friendship, respect and hope. Underlying all of these messages is the impression of innocence and purity with which white roses are now synonymous. An arrangement of white roses is not only beautiful; it can carry a complexity that belies its simpler appearance. Whatever the reason white roses are given, it can be assured that they will be deeply appreciated by their recipient.

p.s: i'm happy~

shld i feel happy or sad?

2007-06-20T09:09:00.000-07:00

out with you means so much to me. but talking abt other girls in front of me just sucks.. but i'm happy to told your frenz you've found me.. so what my reactions and feelings shld be? happy or sad?

anyway, i'm looking forward to this coming saturday coz able to c my cindy girlie n debra girlie.. i miss them so much.. and i wish you come too.. =].. but.. haiz..

**i'm totally broke this month.. i dun have enough cash to spare.. and i needa be thrifty now.. guess dats e end of my.......SHOPPING DAYS!!... wahahahhah*..

[Wed] had our trainings at office today.. peter was nice to get us food pizza and kfc.. was playing and having fun.. and some ppl just cant stand us.. coz we were having food and all.. wahahha* but this is e time we, make up dept can get together.. taking pics and all.. damn happy.. went back to studio after so long hours den met up with honey and his fren go watch ocean thirteen.. missed e 1st 10min of it.. den we had "so-called" dinner at Indulgence at basement.. the prawny damn nice.. den honey sent us back home.. =] glad to c u today.. but was really sad u lied to me..

-----why am i feeling hurt inside?------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAKE!!

2007-06-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY--->DEAREST!!

I've actually longed plan for this day for *her.. but haiz.. due to some issues, i cant.. but nonetheless, we did meet up.. and I'm super looking forward to see her*. *winks* and oh.is still the same as ever, i am abit late and she had to buy the tickets for blades of glory@VIVOCITY.. thanks cecilia girlie for telling me about the show..its damn funny la..Me laugh the loudest?? wahahah.. went to buy my working dress at GG>5.. costs me $167 and NO DISCOUNT!! gosh.. bye bye fly$fly... sad case.. and not all, coz i am in budget, i bought her 2 working shirts from G2000 she needs for work.. u see.. work again.. how many times i myself told myself that when I'm having my off days, i should not talk about WORK!! ARGH!! anyway, bought myself a jeans skirt from FOX with e deduction of $10 i earned the last time i bought stuff from them,which costs $33...and oh.. guess what, i saw a pretty-nice ,black crocodile looking skin,with loads of empty cards pockets "for me" and it only costs $19.90from Perlinis. wahahaha.. some sort have the same material like the one i'm using from MANGO that costs me $45. . gosh i kinda miss my dearie now while talking about all this.. thinking about you , you know?

*I LOVE OFF-DAYS!! I WANNA HAVE RETAIL THERAPY SOON..again.. :)

miss miss miss miss my darling!!
I heart You boy!

love love

2007-06-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

meeting so many ppl at my workplae.. new ppl.. ppl who will step into my life and never be replaced.. dats wat i called frenz.. and i'm happy i have them..

its been my 5th month of work.. and everythings seems ok to me.. go for british club event, holistic fair.... now hotel royal again.. tired but happy.. new experience.. hee*..

i shld say i'm very happy dat nat dearie is happy.. or appear to be happy.. hee*.. *surprise surprise to us at ur bbq ya?.. haha*.. and Happy birthday girlie..

DEBRA.. now here's ur turn.. haha.. wentta sing with dat girl la.. den was fun la.. really left the both of us lo.. thanks la cindy.. haha*.. den we were singing duets together.. high pitching every notes in e songs.. den haha* think i manage to intro a very damn nice song to u rite.. haha.. dats already mine la.. bleahz*.. hee*

updates soon.. i wan go zzzz liaoz..

yippy yeah!

2007-04-30T20:47:00.000-07:00

alrite ppl, haha* i've just confirmed my employment by ATOS and they gave me an increment of $100 extra into my pocket.. woohoo*.. damn shiok.. i even claimed my $200 worth of products.. dats for every3 months once u 're confirmed.. lalala* happy me..

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!! n poor me.. this may is the busiest month i tink.. though march n april we have events.. but this time we needa make up for quite alot of ppl.. n is full make up.. faint! i was really thinking back of where i used to work.. IG..

anyway, i would really like to say a BIG THANK YOU to my dear girl.. DEBRA!! thank you for the microphone necklace for my birthday.. hee*dats was so cute though.. haha* i like the name.. queen of K box..haha* tink there r many outside too.. hah* u soooooon to be la.. haha..

well, ma n dou was out to thailand n left me n boy.. was kinda difficult for me coz i everynite could hear their loud voice talking here n there.. now.. no more.. but they'll be back later.. YEY!@!

i'm gonna save up to go hong kong for shopping!!i wan shopping.. i wan singing.. haha* nuts..

My darling rose quartz cone pendulum

2007-04-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

#RQ-66 Rose Quartz Cone Pendulum. Positive love energy, compassion and forgiveness. Replaces negativity with harmony. Balances upper four chakras and eases sexual and emotional imbalances. Enhances self-confidence and creativity. Promotes release of impurities.

i bought this from e holistic fair at fort canning where we had our event.. was having a hard time finding e place though.. was super duper attracted to this crystal when i was walking ard the booths n yup.. this caught my eyes.. the moment i saw it, i love it.. its just $15 ! and Do u know how to make this work??

well, to those who r interested in new age, crystals, psychics, Feng shui, u may wanna learn this::

Divination Pendulums are basically objects that hang from a chain or string, and are used to find answers to questions. They come in many different shapes and sizes. Pendulums are also made of many different types of materials. This page is about the Quartz pendulum, but also gives a little history or background for those that would like to learn more about this psychic tool.

A Little Pendulum History/Lore:
Quartz pendulums are true "occult tools". That is, they reveal that which is occult (hidden). Pendulums are often used to find answers to questions about life, love, career, and more! They are also often used in healing and to find lost objects or hidden resources (such as water).

The pendulum has been in use, as a scrying tool, since the late 300's or earlier. It was used by the ancient Romans to find out who would be successor to the present emperor (Valens).
(Scrying) Methods for using the pendulum do not vary much, since that time. The fellows who were pendulum scrying, apparently used a ring attached to a silk thread, which was attached to a live laurel branch. The branch was then held by the scryer, and the pendulum would swing back and forth within the circumference of a metal bowl. The bowl had letters written on it, and the letters obtained from scrying, were to spell a verse, which would tell of the next emperor.

Today, there a several pendulum scrying methods in use. The most common are:
The scryer sits at the scrying table and places the elbow of their scrying hand on the table. Most people use the hand that they do NOT use for writing. Relaxed and holding the Quartz pendulum with their scrying hand, they suspend the pendulum in a glass, with the pendulum very close to one of the sides of the glass. Then they ask the question. The pendulum moves to hit the side of the glass, one time for yes, two times for no, or visa versa.

Another pendulum scrying method, is to take a piece of paper and mark it with a cross. Holding the Quartz pendulum in the same manner, as above, they suspend the pendulum above the cross and ask the question. The pendulum will move back and forth, one way on the cross for yes, and the other way for no.

Still another pendulum method, uses the same cross, but the pendulum circles the cross, clockwise for yes, counter-clockwise for no. There seem to be as many ways of pendulum dowsing and scrying, as there are styles of pendulums. Our Quartz pendulum is just right for almost any purpose.

Most people seem to believe that the answers come from your higher self, or soul, rather than divinity. Your higher self has access to the past, present, and future, and can give very accurate answers to your most important questions. Using the pendulum is just one of many ways to contact it for answers.

well, i guess u guys will think i'm nuts.. but truthfully, i did a few tests on e pendulum itself, it really gives me accurate answer, but of coz, take the answers 50-50...

i have been eating alot lately, hee* mayb due to my... auntie... haha*.. i'm now using dermedex skincare and even e facials.. damn nice..does makes my skin better.. hee*.. i have the link.. so go n check it out k?

cam whoring....

signing off-------muackiez

My leave...

2007-04-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

9/4/07[birthday eve]

haha.. i early morning wentta office lo.. coz they need me to be there to talk abt our working conditions.. n blar blar blar.. was actually feeling sian.. den after talking n suggesting everything.. my manager was quite nice.. haha*.. less working time plus o.t pay.. hah*.. anyway, i took a cab down to my old hse ta have my hair trimmed n dyed.. coz my grown hair are showing.. n is rather not nice.. wanna have a nice hairdo on my bday.. hee* still insist on my bob-top curled hair though.. haha*.. and i shall repeat again.. I DID NOT HAVE MY HAIR PERMED!! this is seriously no joke.. even today i wentta see my hairstylist, she oso ask me did i went for perm...or.... shld i take it as a compliment though.. coz i DID not.. and i saved money by only trimming my hair.. haha*.. i have natural curls.. and i admit i envy girls with super duper long hair.. coz i gonna wait for dat day to come.............

well, dearie paid for my hairdo though i told dearie i wanna paid for it.. *sweet*.. and did i mention dat my darling best fren cum therapist cum CC bought me my 1st 21st birthday present.. a bracelet with keys n locks.. how sweet*.. and cindy, my fellow collegue bought me a nice necklace.. haha*.. think u two noe wat i want... thanks dearest!!

den after we had our hairdo done, we took mrt to bishan.. i needa go back school to get my voucher.. i got my good progress award from eh.. CDC?? is dat called?? but i really wanna thanks them though.. hee* SWEET $300 voucher for my this birthday!! WOOHOO*

took a cab down ta far east.. was darn hungry dat time.. no breakfast no lunch.. dat is our so called.. breakfast cum lunch cum dinner liao.. wentta ramen ten.. had e usual stuff.. was super craving for sashimi.. was trying to speak in jap while walking.. and i dunno y malays come out from my mouth.. n abit mixed of hokkien and branded jap cars n names n even food was out of my mouth.. [trying to act la] haha*.. was laughing till my stomach growls lo.. had my paper hot..

den after dat we wentta walk abit.. den from far east ta cine.. watched number23.. was abit e s i a n... haha*.. ok la.. den we walked ta heeren after show.. saw alvin.. chatted with him awhile.. den we slowly walked ta centrepoint there take bus.. saw carmen.. and y do i see so many old frenz eh??.. haha.. took bus ta bugis.. bought earrings n a new white boots.. headed home..

[8/4/07]SUNDAY

***was out with ma n dou for prayers.. had lunch with dearest kusie @river valley nasi padang... shiok lo e food.. den we go bugis ahile ta get our fengshui stuff n ma's crock pot den headed home.. rested.. den drove to pick jie up n headed to heeren for a walk.. was super coincidence.. saw MS LEE...and gel.. den ya.. not once.. not twice... not even 3times... its almost abt 5-6times.. dat of coz include e last time at cine when i was havin dinner with my family.. and she jolly well walk pass and gave v dumb dumb face... haha*... oops..

k la...
i wanted to say thanks to dearie[3rd], Ain[2nd], MS DEBRA LEE[1st],mama[4th] to send my birthday wishes!! LOVE YA LOTS!! hee

love love

2007-04-05T09:41:00.000-07:00

haha* was enjoying my day with debra n her fren.. trudy.. n her kor nick.. k boxing.. haha*.. sing till our voice gone.. den we wentta somerset party world for round 2!! gosh.. my voice totally gone now.. n i cant talk alot.. but hack.. its real good fun though.. haha coz i got my $20 voucher from party world.. good use!! was kinda upset abt some stuff though coz it happen to be 1 of my fren who i suppose to mit n yet stand me out.. damn it...

oh well, my birthday is coming super soon..this tues.. but super no plans yet.. how i wish... haha* nothing.. but real nice of dearest to treat me n rica n deb girlies for e party world session..

*******My birthday wish ********

***Higher Pay***

***stable relationship***

***NOKIA 91/95/73***

***I WAN MY MAKE UP PRODUCTS!!***

oh, did i tell u, i actually went for regular facials.. using dermedex??.. super duper good.. reducing my black heads so much so dat i dun even need to worry.. its abt e same price of every other products from salons.. n i do tink u guys shld try it.. there's a link from my page.. go n check it out.. i'm currently using it's cleanser n refining cream..

**MAKE-UP TIPS**
>>>do rem to apply at least a SPF15 and above oil- free sunscreens before ur make up regime. it does help for evening ur skin tone n giving ur skin maximum protection. e.g. SPF 1 for 1 mins, SPF 15 for 15 mins under the sun. Trust me, sunscreen is a very important protection n oso helps for anti-aging!!.. but do rem to look out for UVA--anti-aging & UVB--anti-burning, and PA+++.. it helps for all rounder!!

love;ly

2007-03-31T07:01:00.000-07:00

was super shagged after this 10 days 12hours 10am-10pm roadshow at raffles city..ecoluxe.. but at least i getto noe a few girls wich really fun-loving n cheerful.. may, gillian, vivian, eunice,andrea n etc..

FRIDAY[30/3/07]
**we walked ta clarke quay after work for some drinks before heading down to club at MOS, was really tired n wasn't prepared to go club on dat day.. we cut e cake at lotus grill rest. and vivian paid for our drinks.. lovely girl.. eunice was busy helping e rest of the girls to do hairdo before clubbing.. mine was done but was flat.. haha*.. afterwhich we wentta e club, met up with debra n rica n gel.. they were with her frenz.. wentta dance at r&B.. was super duper high coz mayb i v long neh go club le. super shiok.. dance with eunice n dat idert deb came n we dance together.. haha.. all was enjoying.. den we wentta e trance area.. damn sian.. coz damn loud e music.. den we headed to retro.. was super funny coz got 1 guy dance till like octopus.. haha.. anyway, was really having a v down emotion dats y i decided to follow them to club.. n i shld thanks vivian for paying for us the admission fee. .shared cab with eunice n mayin n her sis coz stay quite near each other. . anyway, hope dat we still get in touch together.. hee*

pissed off..

2007-02-23T06:58:00.000-08:00

i was so super duper reluctant to go work on wed... but i had to... i need to... i once considered.. n i think its wise to go.. i dont think its a good idea to take MC coz will deduct pay n commission.. almost abt 80bucks a day.. its alot to me.. coz at least i have e money for shopping u see.. haha*

wednesday: working... a day which 1/4 of my colleagues came for work.. due to most of my colleagues r from malaysia.. n they went back for the festive.. but the company was nice enough to get the lion dance troupe to perform at our workplace.. for good luck.. n so.. the dong dong chang thingy started ard 12pm.. i manage to 'hop' 2 pieces of mandarin orange which the 'cute' lion 'vomited' haha*.. i hope u understand.. n the rest of e time... BOREDOM..and of coz, i was suppose to meet 'someone' and that someone actually last min-->play me out.. *nice of u huh*.. and there goes my vivo.. i called up my mom ta see if she's free ta pick me up from work.. but she wasn't n so, i wentta bedok after work ta meet them up n go to my god-uncle's hse.. was nice though coz i was super hungry n they have snacks.. haha*.. my ex maid( which some of my frens noe"kusie")'s working for them now.. v happy ta c her during CNY.. =] n so.. after which we wentta LOYANG TUA PEH KONG to pray... huge "god of wealth" .. "qing" 2 orange candles from temple n wentta c our luck for the year.. ha ha.. go and get the brochure on ur horoscope luck of the year.. FREE!! i took 2.. my mum took 4.. ha ha* singaporean.. i actually wore my new black shoe to work.. bought from malaysia.. n TADA!! the sole came out.. WOW!! haha* after praying, we went home... cant slp again..

Thurs:i had to go work again......... as usual....... and my boss came ta give us ang bao.. woohoo.. haha*and of coz.. lucky dat 'someone' confirm meetin me.. after work we wentta VIVOCITY, bought my working pants. n a jeans skirt.. kinda cheap la.. hee* ate long john n went home.. yeah i noe.. coz i dun have much time after work.. i end at 830 mind u.. n i left with 15mins +- of time for travelling.. and 45mins of time for shopping.. dats ALL!! haiz... how i wish its early knock off..

Friday: wake up v early.. my hired e lion dance troupe to perform.. at 9AM!! woah.. super early.. i needa wake up early to get prepared.. ate breakfast le den hee*work lo.. ..................as....usual....... did 3 make up today thoall lite 1.. haha*.. wentta find shoes after work.. but dun have the 1 i wan.. haiz.. wentta have crystal jade for dinner.. bought some skin cre products lo.. tired..wan slp le.. loves dat song so much... mi gong by qi duo hua!!

ugh..

Happy new Year

2007-02-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

Me Before Going Out on Vday..ahha.. i super love cosmetic lens.. esp grey 1s.. but i bought the wrong size.. haha* 14.5... super huge on my eyes.. n i get blur v fast.. not enough water.. but who cares.. so long i look nice.. *faint*.. i noe u wan vomit blood.. me too.. haha*

Outside On Valentine's day...

haha* me n you... on our way ta mount faber... JEWEL BOX!!

am i being happy or wat...Sweet dat dearie brought me to Sky dining..its abit trembling at 1st.. but after the cable car leave to be in the air, its nice... super nice scenery.. and of coz.. they were nice to even gave us a bottle of wine n a rose for the lady.. haha*Look at the scenery...

So as u can see.. we're having fun in the cable car.. and i'm super vain in taking pics of myself (n dearie of coz.. but mine the most.. haha*) in every poses.. even the STAR VIRGO Cruise 'below' us..

there are somemore pics.. but it's already 1am plus.. n i'm super tired.. i needa get back soon k.. i load e CNy 1s.. hee*

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
I wore my new white short top with red bubble dress n new white shoe.. my theme of the day.. is RED N WHITE!!hee* i even have my nice vintage necklace watch which only costs me $5 n my leopard cat neck lace.. hee* off to go.. visiting..

The second day.. i was wearing another vintage bubble dress.. n we wentta tanah merah golf club for lunch.. my ah yi n relatives.. but erms.. no pics yet.. coz e pics is with my uncle.. hee*shall upload it soon k.. need my beauty slp le. =]

i'm super bored, confused..

2007-01-30T20:42:00.000-08:00

Am i just a Good PR?? U mean i cant do sales?? F***.. guess what, my this whole months sales is only 600+.. n yes.. its really true.. 1stly, e client base is low.. sec, no1 helped me with my sales.. they r so busy with their treatments... and yet i got to expect most of e clients to come for a makeup after their treatment?? i cant believe it la..they expected me to tell the total sales i made this month on contact time.. its gonna be a damn shock for them.. n i'll be so embarrassed.. haiz.. wat to do.. i cant be bothered le la..

recently sick like hell.. den e next day ok.. oso v weird.. CNY coming soon.. hope everything's fine..

me me me

2007-01-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

just dyed my hair.. got diff meh?? haha*

*love grey lens

feeling sian but wat can i do..

cant be bothered about anything anymore

i miss being take care of....

I wish you were here with me

wanna let u know I love you

I seriously has been abit depress... was abit too hot-tempered nowadays.. got migriane, very easily get irritable.. i dun wish to be like dis.. i hope i can get better.. i hope i can still give love n care to everyone!!

upset,miserable

2007-01-20T02:45:00.000-08:00

has been upset over the pass few days.. my colour therapist told me on my 2nd session with her, took out 4 diff coloured bottles n ya.. was different from my previous colour i chosen.. this 1 got beta.. but got some is problems i haven't solve yet.. was accurate.. again.. yupz.. she says i have wisdom.. i have love.. i love everyone ard me.. i treasure them.. but they dun treasure me.. they dun appreciate wat i did for them.. i'm sure we all r like dat.. have u eva tink back.. we dun usually remember the goodness of a person.. we only remember the person's bad points.. dat is only when we're the devil.. all i hope is dat i wan all my friends to noe dat i love them.. including those i'm not v close to.. i love u guys so so much!! i hope u guys too!!

well , she oso says i have hidden tears.. yesh.. its really true.. i can all of a sudden tear.. hai.. dunno la.. alot of things la.. well, cut it short.. i'm sad lo..

but i miss dear... so many days din c dear... i miss u.. u noe not..

Finally realise

2007-01-11T07:15:00.000-08:00

i finally realise dat i all the while was living in my own world.. how do i find out??

I was lucky enough to get into this company n yes.. they pay the colour therapist for doing consultations with the staff.. so? we no need pay.. they pay for us!! I hr for 80bucks lehx..not bad ehx?

well, she was a very nice lady.. and so coincidence, she is my ex classmate's auntie cum sac sec sch alumni, cum rainbow group helpers cum colour therapist. haha, super 'qiao'..

so, i manage so get the slot in, dis is my 1st time, was abit nervous though, den asked me to take 4 bottles .. have a lot of colours..but i choose 1 by 1.. den, talk abt my problemz.. my personality, my obstacles, my thoughts, my life, my relationships, my mind, my worries and my DESIRE!! hah*.. i tell u, it really touches my heart.. can say is true for me.. coz it actually happen to me.. after e treatment, i felt great.. i felt so light-hearted.. keep on smiling.. den yesh.. i keep telling myself now.. wateva obstacles may be, i'll overcome it in no time.. but 1st of all, i needa trust myself, love myself, accept myself for who i am.. den i wont feel depress, worried, n irritated.. yesh.. i used to feel dis way.. i always have negative thoughts.. i was so afraid of losing this job.. get scolded.. no money, bad relationships.. but all this was just my thoughts.. everything was getting well..

My work is quite ok.. my manager din push me for sales.. n even says dat i'm doing a great job.. building gd repoll with customers.. and of coz.. with e staff.. n i'm happy coz they treat me well..

but before that, i was so afraid i cant break the egg.. after today's therapy, just before i go home.. Rose intro me to dis customer n i talked abit to her abt e products n did some demo for her.. n yesh.. she bought e product from me.. super happy..

love this kinda feeling alot..

anyway, i will try to be this positive.. n i'll give 100% of love n trust to every1!! LOVE YA!! hee*

*love my darling loads..

oh.. btw, here is Nvey's website if u guys wanna noe..

www.nveymakeup.com

there's 2 kind, 1 is ECO Organic, 1 is NOT ORGANIC.. yeaps.. feel free to ask me abt make-up.. i'll definitely tell u wat i noe.. =]

tired.. i'm really gonna go crazy..

2007-01-03T07:56:00.000-08:00

Today's 3rd of Jan 2007..

the day which i start work.. at Atos.. Ina harmoni.. n guess what.. i took bus n i went over stop.. i gotto walk like a mad girl when i noe i'm super late .. so so dead.. but lucky the senior assis manager came later den me.. haha*.. she debrief abt my job n yeap.. for the rest of e day.. i'm slacking like mad.. nearly fall a aslp.. not alot of cust n yes.. i realised its hard ta hit the monthly sales target.. i gonna be so dead.. but i told dear.. its all coz my pay is high.. dats y i'm v shang nao jing.. if my pay is like IG pay. den i hack care liao.. haha...n yesh.. gonna complain dat my PAY HAVEN EVEN COME IN YET.. WAT E HELL!!

haha.. but its so nice dat dear came to find me.. somemore rain so heavily.. we shared the small lil umbrella.. its sweet though.. not coz i made dearie wet.. but its sweet to share under the umbrella..
wentta eat KFC.. walk abit.. and go back home..

Another day has past... n i gotto prepare for work for the next day~~~~~~

1 word to describe my feelings for work...
___SIAN___

YOYOYO

2006-12-29T07:21:00.000-08:00

muahhaha.. i at last got my com le.. super duper e happy.. can watch youtube +D/L eh.... dun tell u .. later u go tell police.. muahahaha.. anyway, was super sick... got bad throat infection during e christmas eve period.. super busy n i'm super tired.. my new job starts on 3rd jan.. super fast too.. i'm superwoman who is super busy.. haha**but anyway.. gonna have an house warming thingy with my relatives.. coz.. super in e budget so we cant 'qing' so many ppl.. moreover.. my com is free muahahha.. by singnet la.. its e promo.. well, my life in IG gg end soon.. so, i hope i'll be fine in my new job den.. dis year was great.. but i din cel. christmas day.. dats a sad thing.. coz i was sick n i got to work till 930pm..

how is it next year?? i dunno... i keep asking dis Question myself.. do hope dat everythings' fine ..

** I do miss all my frenz..

:: nat.. i'm glad u r fine.. i miss u too..
:: deb.. hope u r fine with ur studies...

:: dear.. though recently, u abit absent-minded.. but i still do love u.. juz dat it really breaks my heart dat u dun rem things dat i've told u..

Whynot

2006-12-16T04:43:00.000-08:00

wentta whynot with dearie on fri[15/12] gota mini concert for jolin aka don n lin yi lian aka lin bui lian aka larry.. haha.. wore my new non powered contact lens.. pure hazel.. dear wear it too.. it was nice though.. except i wasn't feeling really comfortable with it.. hee*..

bugis street has started their late night shopping once again.. with free popcorns n candy floss.. i only got e floss coz e pop corn was downstairs n mux queue like mad.. saw xue jun n seline n their newbie fren.. said hi den we r off ta whynot..

haiz.. was really wondering how my life would be without *dear.. i guess i wont be ME anymore...

anyway, i really misses my frenz... my old frenz..... i really do..

so so sorrieee

2006-12-10T04:55:00.000-08:00

was super duper busy recently, interviewed with my ex company n tada... i got myself a place as a make up artist in its ina harmoni studio at cathay.. cool.. nice environment, good prospect, nice pay too.. hee* hope i'll be super ok stress free dere.. coz i work in IG.. i gg become crazy.. all thanks to some1 la huh.. anyway, WHynot thursday nite got ktv n performance by larry n long they all.. rather funny though..

i'm kinda blur now.. dunno if i shld take up e singnet broadband or starhub 1 coz u see... i moved into my new hse.. n there's no com... no internet!!.. i cant even play my audi.. so sad case can.. i tink every1 already super pro in it.. haiz.. left me only.. but thank god mummy gonna acc me go get e contract done with singnet.. so i can at least get e com n internet.. shld be super fast though.. dunno y my post was deleted n yes.. i cant even c my posts n blog.. haiz..

bored

2006-10-28T20:26:00.000-07:00

i've moved into my new hse.. and yes.. y am i taking so long to blog is coz I DUN HAVE A COM AT HOME!! argh.. its killing me.. i need some entertainment.. n of coz.. i dun even have enough money for my wardrobe.. who wan sponsor arh? was so so busy with work.. damn tired over it.. and of coz there are some unhappy stuff happen.. i quarrelled with dat idert.. coz he accused me for not respecting him n yet he say it so loud when some of my cust is there.. F*** i got my temper too.. n i have been tolerating dat spoilt brat.. f***ing idert.. dunno how to be a M******
anyway, monday went for hari raya cel. at whynot with long they all.. was kinda fun la.. coz c them drag n of coz.. long as a door bitch oso drag.. happy for him he got bf who treat him so good..

i wanna go HK again... I wanna go bangkok again... I wanna go Shanghai to buy cosmetics..
I NEED Lots lots of them.. too despo for them.. super cheap n good products!! *booooo

dunno when i'll be free for singing man.. anyway, recently got alot of d/d events. did alot of make ups.. so nice.. feel so happy coz most of my cust complimented my skills though i'm new..

was kinda pissed off with 1` of my ex cosmo classmate.. claiming dat she's now into freelance instead of THEFACESHOP sales consultant!!! so wat... i mux warn u to do a good job if not u have a problem living in this make up world.. do u think freelance is easy? not stable..ppl need u den call u.. e rest of e time? doing nothing? at least i'm exposed to many many face/skin types.. i noe n wat i shld do to them.. n wat kinda hairstyle shuits them.. i learn more.. n u?? once u did 1 bad job.. XMP: eyes n lips colour dun match.. u r so dead in this society..
THIS Info is to tell u not to be so "yaya" n be humble about everything.. n dun tink too highly for urself if not u will suffer.. *hmm*

well, i gtg work liaoz.. its a sunday today n i'm so kinda sick n tired..

ciaoz

2006-10-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

ITS ME AGAIN.. this is e last time i'm gonna show this hair colour of mine"black".. bcoz.. i juz dyed orangebrown!! wahahahha!!!!

2006-10-03T09:49:00.000-07:00

yupz*.. i bought this top from 2 shops beside ours.. n i got disc. yupz*

2006-10-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

this is a few days b4 the wedding.. i'm at work.. n i'm bored.. n i'm slacking.. yesh.. i am.. haha*

2006-10-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

yesh yesh i noe.. he missed the sad face.. coz my fone low memo.. hee*.. this is e last 1.. LE!!with his stupid mouth open for nothing... "look at e background" oooooo!!

2006-10-03T09:44:00.001-07:00

dis is e angry 1..

2006-10-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

dumb ass playing with my fone.. he's doing the xi nu ai le.. this is e 1st 1..

2006-10-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

woah...she really noes how ta bai pose lehx..

2006-10-03T09:42:00.001-07:00

popo n mama.. muahahaha same face arh..

2006-10-03T09:42:00.000-07:00

AGAIN!!

2006-10-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

da sao n abang...

2006-10-03T09:40:00.000-07:00

me n my da sao at e table 18. cool huh.. no. 18!! haha.. busy snapping away..

2006-10-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

me preparing for the wedding dinner.. its at intercontinental ballroom.. bugis.. damn gorgeous the bridal suite n even the helper's room is nice.. my gosh.. $$$$$$!!!!

2006-10-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

haha.. me n my her doing funny faces. too sian in e car liaoz..

2006-10-03T09:36:00.000-07:00

me n my cousin pauline in e car on the way to kelvin kor's hse for the tea ceremony.. congrats to serena jie n kelvin kor.. happy wedding!!

2006-10-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

:: ah boy with e cow boy cap.. kor bought from bangkok.. ::

2006-09-24T01:18:00.001-07:00

i'm definitely a cam whore.. dats wat my photographer says

2006-09-24T01:18:00.000-07:00

a v v attitude pic... muhahaha

2006-09-24T01:17:00.000-07:00

tryna act.... CUTE again..

2006-09-24T01:16:00.001-07:00

me in e toilet... muahhaha c e bin???

2006-09-24T01:16:00.000-07:00

me at work.. damn bored la.. hee

2006-09-11T22:30:00.000-07:00

:: e weather is bad.. make every1's pimple poppin... haha* mine too ! ::

2006-09-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

:; U n me at cathay ;: hee*

2006-09-11T22:28:00.001-07:00

:: in cab ta paradiz centre to collect my portfolio.. ::

2006-09-11T22:28:00.000-07:00

::me at work.. slacking.. muahahha.. ::

busy busy with my make ups..

2006-09-11T20:33:00.000-07:00

finally.... i got back my portfolio.. n i tell u.. i showed it to a few of my frenz n dey say they like my candy colours.. even my teacher says is damn nice.. its my creation.. i'm happy abt it.. thanks debra girlie for helping me dat day.. i promised to print for u rite?... let me have some time to go send for printing k.. n oh.. another good news.. i did dis make up and the... its on the display for my studio... muahahaha* too good to be true.. coz i'm juz a newbie.. n yet i only needa take less den a mth to produce a good n nice creation.. i seriouslly love my job man.. though my pay wasn't really dat good.. but its damn slack.. n veh 'xing nang'.. haha*..

i got a fren pass away.. i was working dat day.. n my girl fren msg me abt it.. i tot she was lying..
[dis kinda stuff cannot lie!!] den i called others to check.. n yes.. it was true.. he jumped down.. i'm so so sorry agnes dat i wasn't able to go down coz of my busy schedule..seriously, i'm missing him.. coz it was juz after agnes came for a makeover at my studio..

happy belated birthday to ummi.. thx for e invitation.. =]

update real soon...

2006-08-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

:: princess in the making.. big eyes... long hair.. dats our make up specialist aisha's hand... hee*the butt is dat idert T!!

2006-08-22T01:18:00.000-07:00

:: yeaps.. at work again.. sianzation ::

2006-08-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

:: me at work.. fitting room la ::

my off day

2006-08-22T00:19:00.001-07:00

today's my off day..
was sick for 1 week+.. cough n flu attack.. dunno when dis stupid virus can juz go off.. weather's been v v hot lately..

well.. my manager was irritating.. keep on disturbing me.. me him n joanne is sick.. all thanks to him.. shit him man.. anyway, was kinda happy i saw my old frenz.. haha*.. damn cool.. =] anyway, barry was talking abt in-house model.. asking every1 abt this girl, who volunteered to be a model, den dat idert T ask me if she's pretty or i pretty.. of coz i say her rite.. dumb!.. den he keep laughing.. barry said a BIG NONO for her to be a model .. omg... was dat hurt??.. there's dis customer whois gg for competition.. said dat i look like a doll.. dress like 1 too.. my gosh... is dat a compliment?? hah*.. anyway.. there's dis small lil girl.. who really look damn cute.. like princess.. a v good example of a princess.. muhahaha*.. nice long hair.. big eyes.. awwwww....

haha*.. glad i'm gg to mi darling real soon.. hee* tata*

my off day

2006-08-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

2006-07-31T09:23:00.000-07:00

:: yeaps.. dis is not makeover... its me.. :: can c my oily face rite.. din blot it b4 e shot hee* ::

2006-07-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

:: kinda like my hairstyle.. i wanna grow my hair longer.. so i can do alot of hairstyles..muhaha* ::

2006-07-31T09:21:00.001-07:00

:: me acting cute.. AGAIN!! ::

2006-07-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

:: yesh.. its me.. i like my fat face.. can?? haha* ::

2006-07-31T09:20:00.000-07:00

:: eating at juz noodle ::

2006-07-31T09:19:00.000-07:00

:: me at suntec after watching dragon tiger gate with dearie ::

YAY!!I INSTANT GLAMOUR

2006-07-31T08:15:00.000-07:00

alrite.. i was accepted for e job.. haha*.. make up artist.. damn happy.. now.. if u guys wanna find me.. can come bugis junction.. the edge.. INSTANT GlAMOUR yeah??.. though i'm new there.. i tell u.. most of my customer liked e make up i did for them.. muahahha*..its my third day.. so friday i'll be gg back ta work.. 3 months probation.. gonna suck up all e experience.. muahhahah*..

but i noe i myb drifting apart from dear.. i dun wan dat to happen.. i'm so scared dat we may ended up not together n dear may find another girl... i really cant take all this anymore.. wat shld i really do.. i needa job badly for my future.. dear too.. n we cant mit up dat often.. i hope we will mit up more often.. love u dear..

interviews...

2006-07-26T23:00:00.000-07:00

i would really like to thanks those dat i've sent msg for being my model on my job interview.. very appreciated.. but was coz my darling cousin could help me.. thank girl.. i'm kinda happy abt mytest make up.. accept dat i did overtime alil..

it was such a coincedence ok... firstly, i checked e newspaper abt the job.. saw Cath's adver. so i called up.. den.. 2 days later my teacher msged me to called a guy up.. both oso at bugis.. so i tot shld be different st udio.. ENDED UP?? SAME STUDIO.. haha*..

well.. i did 2 looks n 2 hairdo.. 1 natural 1 glam.. i so so hope dey will hire me.. PLSssss... though i'm a newbie in dis makeup society.. i'm already glad i have so many ppl helping me.. e.g. my beloved teacher Diane, darling, cousin, mama&doudou, frenzz... love u all.. 6 days job... but retail hours.. its so cool.. juz dat mayb sometime ppl will comment on my make up but i'm already happy dat ppl start compliment on how nice i did as a newbie.. beta den some oldie.. okok.. i'm happy la..

last last fri went to ynot with darling,long, alston, alan, larry, n the rest.. got nice performance from jay n grp.. hah*.. the 'anything also can' video was really funny..n of coz.. i saw 1 drag who really look pretty... hee*

thanks pauline for helping me be my model.. hee*

2006-07-16T22:08:00.000-07:00

:: me ... i juz wanna see my eyeshadow even not la.. haha* ::

2006-07-16T22:07:00.000-07:00

:: dis is Xun Yee :: my so called god mei mei.. hah* she's v active n smart ::

2006-07-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

:: okok... i'm too siao already.. too much of my own pic.. hee* ::

2006-07-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

:: You & me :: in aloha.... muahhahah*

2006-07-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

:: i'm acting cute.. i already said.. i'm acting... so?? MUHAHAHA* juz following debra leeeeeee ::

2006-07-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

:: me in e cab ta aloha..::

2006-07-16T21:57:00.000-07:00

:: debra lee.. my model for my portfolio.. okok.. i noe i was too busy n stressed up so i only took this theme.. haha*.. i'll uoload it once i get my pictures ya.. ::

2006-07-16T21:53:00.000-07:00

:: she's tania from indonesia.. ain't she pretty?.. she's my model for my exam.. dats y i got 80% la.. haha*.. my make up on her..CANDY COLOURS!!

2006-07-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

:: i tink i'm in love with vests... haha* ::

2006-07-16T21:47:00.000-07:00

:: annie & me in class ::

2006-07-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

:: me @ aloha changi.. c the performance ::

finally..

2006-07-15T22:48:00.001-07:00

it has been ages since i came on9..i was so so busy with my lessons.. n preparing hard for my exams n portfolio.. n there's always a last min.. make me so worried n nervous..

but i mux really say thank you to dearie for being dere for me.. all e while.. trying best to come n find me after work.. n acc me.. n talk sense to me when i was really down.. muackies*

saw hong han once at parklane mac.. i was early for class so i wentta have breakfast.. its so coincedence.. talk abit.. seriously hoping all my secondary sch frenz the best.. i'm happy dat most of them gg to graduate from nafa.. n some r working.. hope the best for u all ya.. though we had some misunderstaning last time, u guys r still my frenz.. always... =]

i noe dere has been another misunderstanding among my frenz.. i oso dunno how it started.. but.. its already e past.. hope every1's fine..

btw, i have a good news to say.. I GRADUATED FROM COSMOPROF!! i finally have a diploma in make up of my own.. i earn 80% .. yaps.. n of cos i wanna thanks ninah n debra's help for being my model on sat.. its been really hard on u girls.. haha* but i do enjoy myself.. i hope e pictures will turn out well k.. haha* but i gotto wait for 2 weeks+ for e pictures to be out.. n yeaps.. den i can go get a job.. gonna gain more experience first.. i hope i can learn alot from those seniors..

i wanan thanks my teacher diane cai, for teaching n guiding us.. u r a great.. always helping us.. always worrying for us.. hee* miss u!!

muhahah*.. wentta long & alston & larry's chalet gat ALOHA CHANGI.. got performance.. it was a tough time finding e chalet.. but e show was fun.. i help alan to make up .. coz he dancer.. hah*.. but it was rather funny.. got 1 person is taking e whole process of e performance while i was juz taking e video for my own reference.. n most of e time, they look at my camera... MUAHHAHA*... long was funny at e end.. MONKEY FACE!!.. but we din get to eat anything dere.. took a cab to n fro.. but i was really happy.. coz i was with dear.. treat it as it was a celebration la.. hah*.. was happy to c simon n e rest dere.. its been so long.. hope 1 day go sing K la.. i wan lehx.. i wan challenge... hah*

update soon.. coz my maid has gone back to indeonesia i gg to become ah sum no. 2 ..

muackiez*

haha..

2006-06-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

my life's so great now.. i have supportive family n frenz n teacher.. Annie was really nice to bring me go buy for my stuff.. dolling up was great too..

was kinda worried for debra coz she has some problems in school.. frenship.. but i hope everythings ok for her now.. poor girl.. dun worry k.. i'm juz a call away.. be there for u de ya??

yupz*.. my portfolio is so so gonna be real coming up. so nervous.. my 4 pretty models.. debra,rica, mayb serene??n my da sao?.. n i hope e other 2 can come.. hee* so gonna work hard for my cert.. thanks my dearest girls for helping me.. i'll get extras photo of ur own for u guys k?? =]

Shopping was great too... bought myself 1 Black Mango skirt n 1 Jeans Mango Skirt.. aim to get a vest from mango.. but dunno which colour to choose..

thanks dearie for being dere for me all e time.. i'm so so sorry for making u feel as if we r drifting apart.. NONO... we r not k.. i'm juz rather busy with my products coz i left with 1 1/2 more weeks till my assessment day.. i still love u as much as i used to.. Dun worry n tink so much..

I kinda miss cindy girlie.. have been to far east but din get to c her.. hope she's fine..

my other frenz e.g. roger, yvonne&others, my ite classmates.. hope everything went smoothly for u guys ya? oh.. n kelvin too.. hope his r/s n his army is ok.. haha*.. dun get too tan le.. =]

i was so wondering y deb girlie can say dat e anonymous is nat.. btw, i damn cant be bothered with sucha person.. coz u noe y?? i noe wat i am doing.. i noe i'm not in e wrong.. All my frenz noe wat kinda person i am.. dats y i cherish u all!! thanks zavier.. dun worry.. i din care much of dat person either.. its juz wasting my time. haha*.. but seriously, i damn pity sucha person coz it doesn't even have a name.. poor thing.. DUN MIND U CAN CARRY ON TAGGING AS MUCH.. n thanks for all e comments u tag on deb's blog.. i love it.. haha.. U can say i'm crazy.. but the more u HATE me, THE MORE I'll LOVE IT... coz u bother to come my blog to c... hah*..

well, well.. i dun wish to talk abt dat person who named itself 'farking'.. n i mean.. ITSELF... hahA* oh.. saw my classmate.. Jasmine in town dat day me n annie wentta MANGO.. pretty le.. happy to c her.. its really been so so long.. n i tink i saw aline.. is it?? was my eyes abit erm.. i dunno.. haha*..

i'm so so happy.. love u dearie,

love debra la.. later u say i neva love u.. hah*.. huggies*

2006-06-24T22:14:00.000-07:00

:: my reflection ::

2006-06-24T22:13:00.001-07:00

:: me @ sofa ::

2006-06-24T22:13:00.000-07:00

:: my new black spirit hair ::

my life rite at this moment..

2006-06-24T20:46:00.000-07:00

started my classes not long.. everything was kinda alrite.. except dat i have to carry the stupid make-up kit everyday mon-fri back n forth.. its about nearly to 5 kg!! can u imagine a 5 kg solid kit dat u will be carrying either with ur hand or 1 side of ur shoulder?? started with e bridal day make-up.. was kinda confused at 1st but after some practice.. quite well now.. hee*.. my class got 4 people.. 1 is shida( local malay-outgoing&sweet,speak eng,malay), annie(IndoChinese-pretty&gentle,speak malay&eng&cantonese haha*) ,annie(Myanmar-frenly,speak chinese),LIYI(LOCAL CHINESE-SWEET*ahhem* haha*,speak eng,canto,chinese,hokkien,abit malay!!) WOW!! hah*

but i'm rather close with Annie from Indonesia n Shida.. hah* we talk the most in class.. or rather i talk the most second runner up is shida.. haha*i'm glad i did learn something dere.. though we needa buy this buy dat.. i realised dat most of it all I CAN USE!!!! muahahha! so??? i'm sorta buying it for myself.. hahA* wateva la.. i really miss shopping.. Jus dyed my hair black spirit.. hee*love it!!

FRIDAY 23JUNE
WHYNOT
larry n alston n don n another guy which i dunno, coco performed@yNot.. was invited by alston&larry&long la.. i din noe dat don performing too..SHE IS REALLY PRETTY AFTER MAKE UP!! MY GOSH!! WASTED!! abit look like Jenny, e u noe chinese old singer?? hahA* yaya! damn lookalike. damn long neva c long le.. or rather, damn long neva go club le.. hah*i'm aging real soon.. haha*.. kinda happy to c all of them.. yoyo's getting prettier n charles too! but both is getting skinnier.. *shake head* no good* mux be like me ma... Chubby Chubby fat fat look cuter!! haha* anyway, i tink i saw zavier.. haha* dunno is it or not la.. my eyes were rather blur dat nite.. though i have perfect eyesight..haha* if its really you, HIHI!!!*haha* Alan got a nice astroboy necklace.. so sad he dunno where he got it.. hmmm.. bout the performance, larry n don n alston's was good.. except dat alston abit nervous n ya u noe*.. ahaha* but i n dearie dun really like e coco dat part where 'she' dresses as a tomboy "coz got wear bra ma"..haha*
tink chalet dat time dat 1 more beta, funnier.. but larry's friday 1 oso quite funny.. WANG WANG SHUE BING! hahA* i still eva rem dat me n dearie wentta larry's hse for prayers.. dat was ages.. hah* yupz*.. i noe long v longing to get on stage to perform..haha* but boy, u have already perform at e chalet.. good enough.. learn more n u succeed!! \

after everything wentta maxwell ta get drinks.. yupz*.. =] go HOMEeeee...ard 5am..

Saturday 24JUNE
suppose to wake up n mit dearie at 3 but ended up we met at 4 coz damn slpy. haha* took a cab to suntec coz i was longing to go shopping.. bought a pair of shoe from charles n keith n 5 pieces of tops at mango n 2 jeans ..okok.. i'm a happy girl.. haha*.. i get wat i wan le la..afterwhich we took a cab to uncle's hse.. for food coz tin's birthday same as debra girlies 25june. cut cake le eat le.. watch tv abit den we go off ta debra's pasir ris BBq,.. her current classmates were dere.. cindy cant make it.. i tink nat too.. hai.. so sad.. cant c them.. but alrite la.. talked to alicia(debra's classmate cum sister).. got some stuff among them.. *always there for u k debra girl!!

HAPPY BIRTDHAY DEBRA GIRL,TINTIN..
huggies*
update soon..

*love u dear

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:: MY OYSTERSSsss ::

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:: fondue part 1::

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:: yummy Fondue part 2 ::

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:: boring part 1 ::

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:: lying on my bed.. boring ::

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:: ______ ::

Happy 21st Birthday to my beloved darling!

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After my 3 days of praying to my godfather' Zhang tian shi' ,his da ri zi, its my beloved darling's 21st birthday!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DARLING!12/06/06

hee* we wentta marina square, bought the Over the hedge movie tix.. 1 of them is to claim a free tix.. hee* den we wentta walk ard, bought dearie a tee from newbie, den bought biscuits n my eyeliner n nail polishes.. reserved 2 place at Pariss dinner. said i wanna pay for eveyrthing on e day but darling still pay some for me.. i only pay for e pariss dinner.. n of coz.. i ate alot.. ate oysters, sashimis, clams, fondue,fondue and fondue.... haha*.. and ice creams too! but dearie ate so lil.. but still hope dar enjoyed la.. coz i noe dearie loves to c me getting fatter n e expression when i'm eatin, rite? haha* well, i really enjoyed the day throughout except dat something happened.. hee* the great funny show, the nice food n ambience, and of coz.. dearie at last got e same fone as me!! Nokia N70.. we can video call everyday!! how great!.. n e no. have my fav no. 12 .. hee* after we bought e fone, we wentta esplanade ta pat toh.. walk ard.. n talk alot.. talk abt the past..

i noe u cares alot for me, n dat u r trying to be dere for me! thanks dear! the past is e the past.. wateva happens i noe u r still truthful to me n honest to me in telling everything..thanks dear..
really loves the way u hugs me, smoochies, the way u try to protect me on e escalators, the way u smile n the way u made urself silly n try to make me laugh, the way u get angry n apologise to me n tries to buy me things to make me happy again, the way u followed me ard when i'm angry n u try not to get lost of me.. i love ur every thing!

*muackiez*

gotta start my classes on tues 20th june,.. so nervous.. dunno wat will dey do to me.. haha*.. i hope i still live till national day!! i wanna go shout out loud!! hee*

missing my lovely piggy!

Nong Nong ago...

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muahaha..alrite guys.. ts been damn damn long since i on9 ..

i've juz resigned my Atos job coz i feel dat e salary sucks.. or worse den a part timer.. n of coz.. rite now i'm helping my ma at work.. n there's another good news for me..

AT LAST i can learnt t be a professional bridal n fashion make up artist!! within 2 mths.. hee*.. ma n dou pei me go applied for e course at Cosmoprof.. 20th june start e course. diploma.. slowly slowly learn den learn the theatre makeups.. muahahah den i can go for bridal to entertainment showbiz.. how wonder!! but i needa take things 1 step at a time..haha.. hope everything went smoothly la..

27thmay was my da sao's big day, we wentta lucky chinatown k box.. n yupz.. i wasn't feeling really well but i still sang alot.. hee*.. my big sis n my big big sis, me,kor, zhi xian, joanna, may may, jia wei n christopher.

NAT GIRLIE 02/06/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLIE!! big girl le wor.. 1 more yr to go will even bigger.. haha* but rem dis.. though we cant be like wat we used ta be.. i've always treated like wat we r.. n i do cherished e times we spend n u will always have me.. =] stay pretty n healthy n quick get married n give birth.. i wan be god mother!!!!

thanks JACINTA for invitin me ta her big day cel. 05/06/06 HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
though we're not as close as b4.. busy with our own things, but never forget dat i'm always dere if u need me. stay cute n pretty n may ur relationships&frenships be smooth! =]

but hai.. coz 'm still sick.. i have been sick for more den 2weeks.. wentta c doc for 3 times.. oso no use.. only dat my flu is beta.. but my cough is still dere.. so irritating.. not out for very long time..hope to c all my old frenz again.. =] i miss u all..

debra n nat girlies.. we beta go out 1 day for shopping k.. n 1 day for collecting our cert!! it shall be our big day!! we are officially graduated!! haha* bye bye ta ITE.. say hi to my diploma makeup, debra say hi to her her diploma in theatre dunno wat..n nat says hi to her job.. i so heartpain to hear u say dat its so boring.. i tink u mux be having a hard time spending ur time away in dat office!!.. do u wan us to ask 1 of us to join u? pei u?? i mean...... RU HUA WOR!!! hee* kidding la..

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERYSARY!! dearie thanks for buying me e guess wallet.. knowing dat i like it alot.. bought me tees too.. i really haven been shopping much but thanks for bringing me out for 1 day n buy things for me.. eat, n watch X men.. hee*.. love u dearie.. cherish e times we had.. muackiez*

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:: me at CCK lot 1 toilet hee* working la ::

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:: me & debra girlie ::

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:: me n ain ::

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:: i always love you ::

work stress sick

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yesh.. dats wat i am gg thru now.. working back in atos.. full-time.. but.. no more free time to go out le..though e pay is not say v high as compared to previous but i feel dat at least. i can go for break more den 1 times.. haha*n of coz.. mine is a roadshow.. i can actually go shop abit though..abit flexible la..haha.. but i started working not long, i sick le.. catch a cold.. haiz.. recently alot of ppl sick.. pls drink more water.. =]

oh.. i checked on e make up courses le.. from cosmoprof n kimarie.. no subsidy from cosmoprof make up.. but 80% from kimarie gov. grant for working peeps..muahahaha.. gg to check it out more later.. hee*..

seriously speaking, i really not used to e working life still.. i miss *dear.. i miss e time we go out together.. but now... its time.. for us, to work.. earn money for our livings.. not depending on our parents.. n i treasure e short times we meet up.. 1 week once or twice.. but of coz.. this way made us more loving.. i look forward to meet dearie.. miss dearie so much..

jus started working not long, stressed up.. haiz.. i so hope dat everything will go smoothly..

and of coz.. dat goes for my girlies.. debra.. nat.. cindy.. pls noe dat i will always be dere for u
k? juz a call away... =] mayb ru hua not included.. hee*

i love u dear.. i treasure u..
i miss u too..

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:: my new hair colour [Red/Brown].. cut away all e spoilt hair.. sad sia.. *bohoo* ::

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:: ahhah.. my darling ah boy lying to e cushion with my B** muhahahaha ::

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:: at ajisen ramen t.m .. ::

oh well..

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was kinda blur recently, dunno what colour i shld dye coz my hair has grown alot.. n e blacks r coming out.. [my golds r fading].. hee*.. wentta salon ta do colouring, cut n colour treatment. buy my hair tonic.. total costs 95.80bucks.. thanks for mama loaning.. hee* now my hair looks neater compared to e last time.. look like dry grasses.. or burnt grass.. haha*

Atos wants me back to work.. gonna work full-time.. flexi hours.. though i'm still promoting e same things.. but i tink.. this is 1 company which i can bargain my salary la.. haha*.. at least i have some $$ for my course.. cosmoprof.. yeahs.. i am gg ta take up e course lo.. i din noe dat simei ite has e beauty course until nat girlie told me.. well, its kinda late for me coz the classes has started.. n i dunwanna do S&W AGAIN!! i'm aiming e dipoma in photography, bridal, fashion make-up course.. den if i still have enough loans from my mama den.. i'll take up other courses.. hee*.. dis saturday starting of work.. gonna earn n save money le la.. hee*

i noe u r v upset coz it has been a few weeks for u ta find a job.. n of coz.. we wont be able to mit up often.. we may even drift apart.. but.. of coz.. i still do love you.. i noe recently.. i was in gd mood coz.. u have been saying things.. which some how make me think alot.. whether do u really love me not.. .... its all fated.. i guess.. i juz need time..hoping u can be dere for me..

*hope u understand my situation..
*hope dat we'll last long..
*hope dat i get my diploma..
*hope dat u love me n neva change the love for me..

coz i love you..

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:: my bling bling necklace got from 77th street ..paid for $ 6.90 only, hah*.. with my bling earring.. muackiez* ::

2006-05-06T22:44:00.001-07:00

:: puffed me.. ate till so full. fat le.. who will wan?? ::

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:: me in Yuki yaki.. 11mths ani. :: happy girl!